Wednesday, December 8, 2010

know


there are some things that we know for sure..
and there are things that are out of our hands.
i know that sitting down with a warm beverage
with a loved one sitting across from me is for sure
and really that is all that matters
that smile and a hand to hold.... is home

Sunday, November 28, 2010

solitude

simplicity is freedom.
simplicity brings joy and balance.
simplicity allows us an inward spirit of trust.

simplicity is walking downtown looking for light in the windows.
...and seeing the light glimmer as you hold his hand.

Friday, November 26, 2010

fast

she followed me around all evening.
she made me feel like i was a princess.
she made me feel loved.
and i love her to bits!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

willing



dishes done
trash out
dinner made
rose on the dash
lunches made
notes written
leaf bag holder
...these are not even the best reasons why i love being married

Saturday, October 30, 2010

mrs. touw


...that's me!
i am marrying an amazing man today!
just thinking about him makes me smile.
he has taught me how big love can be.
oh... I can't wait to walk down that aisle towards him.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

hooded

i walked across the stage today and received my degree
i am a master now
but in two days....
i will become a wife
this makes me giddy

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

my tea told me...


travel light,
live light,
spread the light,
be the light.

Friday, September 24, 2010

july first


take time to breathe
deep
when it is piled too high
the load is light when you are here to carry it with me

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

happy first

one year ago i was anxiously awaiting a first date
today i am engaged to that amazing man
we are having so much fun
this is love

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

364


wouldn't it be nice...
you know it it gonna make it that much better
when we can say goodnight and stay together
~the beach boys

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

nesting


life is a balance.

when something spectacular is added to it,
re-balance happens
and then it feels like home

Saturday, August 14, 2010

bakery

You were the one who made things different,
you were the one who took me in.
You were the one thing I could count on,
above all, you were my friend."
- Tom Petty

Thursday, July 29, 2010

leaves

how do you receive love?

Thursday, July 22, 2010

100 days

my house has become my home...
my home is more than a house
you are home to me

Sunday, July 18, 2010

it is time


i am coming home to myself

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

understanding

you are calling me back home.
you are pursuing me.
you welcome me with open arms.
you love me.

Monday, July 5, 2010

softie

have a beautiful day!
have a beautiful life....

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

mrs

there was a joyful wedding this weekend.
the bride was giddy during the ceremony and said "i do" over and over.
the groom had a silly grin on his face as he looked at his bride.
and then they ate hamburgers and cake, walked home in the rain, then laughed through the evening.

happy ever after....

Thursday, June 24, 2010

moment

there is life in the smallest moment
there is love present
even though a breath was not taken...

the comfort is knowing that it is Your breath that gives life

Monday, June 21, 2010

lifted

i am done my masters.
it feels amazing to not have the thought of it hanging over me.

big breath
..... this is Your handiwork!

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

apricot

i found it!
...and it feels like me.
but i think i would feel the same if it was a paper bag because i am more than that.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

gore and king

there is a house with red bricks
and a wrought iron fence
a lady was working in the garden
and little did she know but
there was a dragon fly sitting on her shoulder

Thursday, April 15, 2010

one hundred and ninety nine


i wish that i didn't worry
it can be paralyzing
it is routed in fear

i wish that i could be more like a new born
...trusting in life
...trusting in the Creator
...trusting in love

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

hello


it's good to love you like I do
and to feel this way
when I hear you say:
hello
my friend
hello
just called to let you know...
~neil diamond

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

red balloon

after hearing the events of last night from a patient's wife,
i said to her, "you are carrying a lot right now."
she looked at me and said,

"i am carrying very little... God is carrying it all."

this gave her great comfort. this reminded me that i am being carried.
this reminded me to trust.

Friday, March 26, 2010

anticipating spring


spring comes and goes.
i like the early morning deep blue light of spring
a little bit of sun
but the cold is still entangled in it.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

holding

he's coming home....
and soon we will be sitting on the dock
and it will be summer!

Sunday, March 7, 2010

glow

Don't let anyone, or anything, steal your joy, even for one precious

moment of this time!

That is my thought for the day.

It really applies to all of us every precious day of our lives.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

planning

this is why i do what I do...
"i cannot take your pain away.
i cannot offer you a solution for your problem.
but i can promise you that...
i won't leave you alone
and i will hold on to you
as long
and as well as i can."

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

coming together


i am guilty of praying for something
and assumed the prayer would not be answered.
... than God stepped in and answered anyway.


Sunday, February 7, 2010

the beginning

what can be seen as we walk along?
what will be felt?
what will we become?
who will come along with us?

Thursday, February 4, 2010

... and I said yes

and you wonder if there might be something
.... and that something is love
i will receive it with open arms
knowing what it has taught me already
it is a perfect love

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Thursday, January 14, 2010

i'd rather be...


... no one else but me
... with you than anyone else
... there than here
... loved more than less